Agape love

i can pretty much pinpoint the source of my incessant crying on my hormones. but that doesn't make it go away. as a result, my slanty chinese eyes are made more slanty to the point that if i laugh, everyone disappears. the reason behind all the waterworks is the overwhelming feeling i have missing my grandmother. as my pregnancy progresses, and ts' workload increases, we find it hard to make time to visit with her. it used to be every weekend, then twice a month and since i fell pregnant, once a month. i miss her tremendously it hurts. and seeing her so frail each time i visit doesn't help ease my mind. i miss her, and i worry about her. i somehow wish there was a way she could come live with us. but she loves her home.

i miss you, ma. i love you so much